Sunday, January 24, 2010

*Sigh*

It has been a collective *sigh* kind of week for me.  And a collective upheaval.

I am still terribly conflicted over this impending death and I still do not have it sorted out.  I have taken this weekend for myself; to feel how I need to feel. 

It is a slow going process.

So while I have not been writing here; I have lots to say.  I am truly grateful for the thoughts that all my readers have shared and I am hopeful to be back in the next day or so to respond and share more of where I am at.

Thank you.

5 comments:

Journal of Healing said...

You have not been far from my mind, Shattered. I don't know what I would be feeling in your situation, though I can say most likely an uproar on the inside would most definitely be present. "Sighing with you", and also offering prayer, a hand to squeeze from a distance, and understanding of some sort. One minute of the time toward resolution.

love and kindness of the best kind that we can muster...

ang

Deborah said...

I think there are quite a few of us thinking about you, Jennifer, hoping that you'll be all right and wishing you well. Just let it pass through you.

Grace said...

I will be here to read when you feel like sharing...Wishing you moments of peace....
Grace

Friko said...

Take your time. We all need days' off to collect our thoughts and still our fears, to gather courage to move forward again.
I will be here to listen when you get back.
Best wishes, Jennifer, for the outcome that serves you best.

Shattered said...

Thank you all for your prayers, encouragement, thoughts, etc... I have certainly needed them. I'm making it and I hope to have some of my thoughts sorted out enough to post later on. Relief is still the overwhelming feeling followed by sadness. Thank you...