I take it all back. The part about not being bad. The part about not being dirty. The part about them being bad.
It's all me.
I wanted to believe that I'm none of the horrible things they said I was but the actions do not lie. I can normally write about what hurts but I'm too ashamed to even do that. When it appears in black and white it is real and ripe to be judged.
If I lock it in my head then it happened to the others. Not me.
I used to believe that anger was the worst emotion. I was wrong about that too.
It's shame. And it makes you feel less than human.
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